by Maria Dalal, 3rd BPTh
The grit. She hated it when it stuck to her toes and to the hem of her pants. It was not mud- they were tiny gravel particles bounced by the more powerful patter of drops on the road- that would so graciously gift her sandals with that unsightly coating. Sometimes, larger stones would slip under the soles of one’s feet, and scratch the tender shoe bites. It was impractical to stop every time this happened, so one had to suffer and let it takes its course.
This always sparked the debate of whether she would prefer to walk through waterlogged streets, even when the source of said water was not deliberated on. For at the end of the waddling, at least the feet were visually clean.
‘Scoot over.’
Her attention was brought to the oncoming car streaming its way through puddles.
Puddles were a filthy, filthy part of commuting. They were not exciting. Fools gaze into nothingness, reminiscing carefree childhoods with smiles on their faces. Fools then shake their heads, tut ‘gone are those days’ and list horrors of responsibility.
‘It has been a while, now. Ask him‘
Frowning, she looked over at the vendor and the sandwich he was handing over to an aged man.
“Bhaiya, jaldi karo na”
“Ji ji, aapka hi next hai”
The stall was not much. Just a couple of cardboard sheets taped to a table, under a huge rainbow coloured umbrella. A little kerosene stove coughed and stuttered at the char black toaster balanced over it. The tiny sandwich wouldn’t be enough, but it would be warm and spicy to drive off the bite of drenched clothes on the journey onward.
“Tchh Tchh. Madam.”
Her food was cut into six unequal pieces, unceremoniously transferred onto a paper plate with spoonfuls of red and green chutney, and passed through aforementioned customer. He smiled, but it wasn’t returned. A bad day was a bad day, and it deserved a proper sulk.
The bread corners hurt her gums and the potato filling burnt the tongue.
After a greeting unreturned and an account settled, she was on her way.
The beat of the rain on her flimsy umbrella was not music to her ears, it was a deafening noise. It had sounded like a perfect symphony last week when she pranced down this very street with a friend. It would sound like music next week, when she will smile at the stall vendor and ask him about his children.
Every drizzle did not calm her mind.
Every sunset did not inspire,
nor did they have to.
For as long as some did- she was alive and well.